I used to tell myself I really want wrestling to get better. I wonder how much of that is “habit” though? Because I catch myself wondering if I even give a shit. We deserve what we get. Fuck it. Let it all burn. Maybe once the earth is scorched something can grow in 50 years or something?
I dunno. It makes me sad to think I’ve given up. But I might just be stubborn in trying to convince myself that I haven’t.
Only genuine joy I get from modern wrestling are podcasts about better times and looking up the history.
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